I Allowed Someone To Have Sex With Me At The Age Of Nine – Kalki Koechlin

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Kalki Koechlin caused shock waves last year when she revealed that she had suffered sexual abuse as a child. She did not gave more details at that time because she was attending a public event and it was not right place or right time for such disclosure.

Kalki Koechlin

However, on last Thursday evening, Kalki mentioned opens up in a post on the blog Humans of Bombay. She wrote…

The reason I spoke out about my sexual abuse is not to get people to feel sorry for me but to give others who have had similar circumstances the confidence to talk about it. I allowed someone to have sex with me at the age of nine, not understanding fully what it meant and my biggest fear after was that my mother would find out. I felt it was my mistake and so I kept it hidden for years. If I had had the confidence or awareness to confide in my parents it would have saved me years of complexes about my own sexuality. It’s important that parents remove the taboo around the word sex or private parts so kids can speak openly and be saved from potential abuse.

I believe in being myself every step of the way and not hiding my true self from society, whether that means getting a divorce because me and my husband didn’t want to pretend for other people, or wearing shorts because it’s a hot day or choosing a career which is unstable but creatively satisfying, or admitting to my weaknesses because learning from them has led to my strengths.

I’ve also been asked a lot about love lately. Well, I just feel love is not up for public display. Love is not the pictures you put up on social media. Love is not a certificate of marriage. Love is not property, children, family or ownership and love is not a barter – ‘I’ll give you this, if you give me that.’

Love is giving without expecting in return. It sounds like the ultimate act of self sacrifice right? But the trouble with giving, and I mean happily and limitlessly giving without expecting in return, is that one has to be self sufficient, and full of love for oneself. So, in a way, I believe love is selfish, because only a person who loves themselves fully, can give fully without expecting, without needing, without dependency. I’m not there yet, but I fight to be myself everyday in a world where we are constantly pressurized to be someone else, and that daily fight is my pursuit for love.

I think she is very brave, brave enough to talk about her sexual abuse. It takes a lot of courage to open up for a public figure like that.

Let’s hope others should join her in dispelling the many myths around children and sexual abuse.

Source: Humans of Bombay

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